Some nights, after the girls finally fell asleep, I sat on the bathroom floor and cried.
I cried from exhaustion.
From fear.
From anger I could not afford to feel during the day.
But every time I looked at my daughters, something steady rose up inside me.
Their matching dimples.
Their sleepy smiles.
Their tiny hands wrapped around my fingers.
So I stood back up.
I had no other choice.
Slowly, almost imperceptibly, things began to change.
I learned how to stretch a dollar.
How to say no.
How to keep going when my body begged me to stop.
I took on cleaning clients of my own. One turned into two. Two became five.
I printed business cards at the public library and tucked them into my purse like they were treasures.
Years passed.
Eventually, I bought us a small house.
The porch creaked, but the walls were solid.
I replaced my rusted car.
My daughters grew tall and confident, laughing loudly and dreaming freely.
Our home became warm.
Movie nights on the couch.
Shared meals at a small kitchen table.
Inside jokes only the three of us understood.
Peace arrived quietly.
Fifteen years went by.
Then, one Tuesday morning, everything cracked open again.
I was sitting in my office, reviewing schedules and sipping coffee.
My office.
Something I once believed would never belong to me.
A loud knock echoed through the space, startling me so badly I spilled my drink.
Before I could respond, the door opened.
A man stepped inside.
